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sooo.... Oct. 13th, 2005 @ 12:05 am
well it's just another day and i don't know where to begin. Well this up coming weekend Hugh,myself and his ex girlfriend will be sitting down and talking for the first time in a year. Which I will prob. not be in the conversation b/c they have things they need to talk about and I am just there b/c hugh doesn't want to be with her alone. I have to admit that one I am scared and two I am wondering why this is happening??? I mean don't get me wrong I love Hugh and I want him to be able to talk to her...but it just seems like...I don't know what it seems like. It's just confusing and I want to be there but will I be the third wheel...I just don't know what to say or not to say...so who knows how it will turn out I hope for the best.
so that is basically the jist of what I will be doing. i don't really know how to actually take all this I mean at first I was fine with it but now Ijust don't know...

got to go

ok... Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 10:29 pm
1. Go to your LJ archives and pick entry 25
2. Copy the fifth sentence in that entry
3. POst it in your Journal


But that night while we were just sitting there making the house "our home" it occured to me that this was it...this is what I have been waiting and praying for all of my life and I was actually starting a life of my own outside of my parents and thier four walls...I was making a home for me and Hugh and the children we will adopt. scary isn't it...I am GROWING up.

so I was bored Sep. 21st, 2005 @ 10:55 pm
Put an X next to all the movies you've seen.
There are 237 movies listed.
If you get more than 70, you're a movie whore.

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
() Boondock Saints
(x)The Mexican
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) The Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Garden State
(x) The Princess Bride
() Young Frankenstein
(x) Anchorman
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
() Saw
() White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
My score in this section: 10
Thus Far: 10

(x) 50 First Dates
(x) Jason X
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
(x) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
(x) Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
() Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Resident Evil
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
() Little Black Book
My score in this section: 14
This Far: 24

() The Village
() Donnie Darko
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) 13 Ghosts
(x) Signs
(x) How the Grinch Stole Christmas
(x) The Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) The Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
() I, Robot
() Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
() Lemony Snicket's 'A Series of Unfortunate Events'
( ) Along Came A Spider
( ) Deep Impact
My score in this section: 10
Thusfar: 34

(x) Kingpin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
(x ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( x) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x ) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
() The Ring 2
() Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
() Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) A Nightmare On Elm Street
(x)x Sixteen Candles
( x) Bad Boys
( x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Seven
(x) Ocean's 11
( ) Ocean's 12
(x) Identity
My score in this section: 33
Thus far: 67


() Lone Star
(x) Predator
() Predator 2
(x) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(x) ET
() Children of the Corn
( x) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid In Manhattan
() Frailtly
( ) Bes tBet
(x) How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
(x) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
() Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks!
My score in this section: 8
Thus far: 75


() Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble In Little China
(x) X-Men
(x) X2: X-Men United
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Ring of Fire
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle
(x ) Old School
() Ray
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
My score in this section: 13
Thus far: 88


(x) The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
() The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
() The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x) A Walk To Remember
( ) Boogeyman
( ) Hitch
() Backdoor Sluts 9 (HAHA)
( ) Anal Acres 1
( ) Anal Acres 2
( ) B-Cup Divas
() The Fifth Element
(x) Star Wars Episode I: The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Episode II: Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith
() Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope
() Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars VI: Return of the Jedi
(x) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming With Sharks
(x) Air Force One
(x) For Richer or Poorer
() Trainspotting
() The People Under the Stairs
() Blue Velvet
(x) The Sound of Music
(x) The Parent Trap
() The 'Burbs
(x) The Terminator
(x) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
(x) Meet Joe Black
( ) Wild Girls
() A Clockwork Orange
() The Order
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
() Amelie
My score in this section: 16
Thus far: 104


(x) Mean Girls
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
() The Incredibles
(x) Collateral
(x) The Fast & the Furious
( x) 2 Fast 2 Furious
() Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow
( ) Closer
My score in this section: 6
Thus far: 110

(x) Titanic
() Saved
() Bowling For Columbine
() Fahrenheit 9/11
(x) The Sixth Sense
(x) AI: Artificiial Intelligence
() Love Actually
( ) Shutter
( x) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2
() Constantine
() Million Dollar Baby
(x ) Envy
( ) Eurotrip
() Malibu's Most Wanted
(x) Big Daddy
(x) Black Sheep
(x) The Breakfast Club
(x ) West Side Story
My score in this section: 11
Thus far: 121


(x) A Christmas Story
(x ) Spanglish
() Pulp Fiction
( ) Sleepover
() The Evil Dead
() Killer Klowns From Outer Space
(x) Seed of Chucky
() Vanilla Sky
(x) The Nightmare Before Christmas
() Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
(x) Interview With the Vampire
() The Crow
(x) Purple Rain
() Reservoir Dogs
(x) Wayne's World
My score thus far: 7
Thus far: 128


(x) Wayne's World 2
( ) 21
Grams
(x) Blow
(x) Edward Scissorhands
() Clerks
(x) Beauty and the Beast
(x ) Guess Who?
( x) Monster-In-Law
(x) Elf
(x) Stuart Little
(x ) Stuart Little 2
() Mallrats
() Chasing Amy
(x)Dogma
(x) Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
My score thus far: 11
Thus far: 139


(x) Beetlejuice
() The Last Samurai
(x) The Amityville Horror
() The Aviator
(x) Romeo and Juliet
(x) Barbershop
(x) Beauty Shop
(x) Legally Blonde
(x) Legally Blonde 2
() The Forgotten
(x) Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen
() The Grudge
My score in this section: 8
Thus far: 147

THis one is funnier than the last Sep. 8th, 2005 @ 12:07 am
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )
and I just want to add a thank you to a WONDERFUL friend....thanks for the talk....

..... Sep. 7th, 2005 @ 11:02 pm
" How do you get that lonley?
How do you hurt that bad?
How do you make the call,
that having no life at all
Is better than the life you have?
How do you feel that empty,
You want to let it all go?
How do you get that lonley,
And nobody know?"


so why is this song going through my head? i don't even know to tell you the truth...I mean I should be so happy and then again I am not. I mean I am overjoyed with Hugh...he is all I have ever needed and wanted...I am just wondering if I am that lonley and if I am no one is really noticing. I either have a good mask or everyone around me is so busy that they can't see it. Is that what I do all the time keep that mask on so no one will see it and does everyone that feels that lonley do that so know one WILL know. I don't know...all I know is from four to seven thirty every weekday I am so happy and then I feel so lonley. Is this what is feels like to depend on someone b/c I haven't really ever done that in my life other than when I was a baby??? So I don't really remember that...but I don't know and I am scared
Other entries
» jumping on the wagon..
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )
Sep. 6th, 2005 @ 11:51 pm
» sooo....
One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind you that you're not so bad in other people's eyes after all.
Aug. 30th, 2005 @ 11:16 pm
» well oh well....
well what a weekend and somewhat of a week it has been for me and my family. So friday I go down to Macon to see Jazmine for the weekend and it was so wonderful to spend time with Jaz and be with friends. So on Saturday Hugh and I were planning on just having a day to our selves, but lo and behold I learn that my grandfather is the hospital. So here I am a hour and half away and I feel so useless. I have never been away from him when he was in the hospital. So Hugh and I went down to be with my grandparents and I am so glad that Hugh was there b/c with his knowledge he helped my poppa out so much. We stayed with my grandmother Saturday and Sunday we were back in the hospital to be with him b4 we left. On sunday he was so good I mean he was looking better, so I just knew that he would be out sometime this week...it was just his gaulbladder.
Then it came tonight...the news. When they did some test on him they found out that it wasn't his gaulbladder it is a tumor on his stomache. So yeah I freaked out and I am still somewhat upset. They will have to transport him to ATL or Augusta for his surgery and we wont know until Thursday if it is cancer or not...so just the waiting will kill me. I am just worried and upset b/c I am not in the same room as him and I can't do anything about what is going on. This man is more than a granfather to me he is so much to me that I don't know what to do if he were gone.
I am know just sitting here all by myself(Hugh is at work) and I don't know what to do or how to deal with this...I feel so helpless...worthless in this situation and I just want to be closer to him in distance...please everyone keep me and my family in your thoughts and prayers...Love to all...I don't really feel like talking or typing right now...bye
Aug. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:24 pm
» Speechless....
homophobia is gay
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened: http://www.gendernet.org/quill/pr000004.htm)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Aug. 15th, 2005 @ 10:52 pm
» gangked from Molly
1. Reply with your name and I'll write something about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. If you were a fruit you'd be...
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to me and you.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal
Aug. 11th, 2005 @ 12:20 pm
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